Puppy Love?

he saying.. your life change in a moment really is true.

got a message from Leng… she was speaking really weird… i didnt really understand what she was on about. Her words were all jumbled up… but in the end i think i got the meaning…


The first thing she said to me.. was sorry.. and i was like.. erm? wtf? then she said i will know tomorrow. So i thought that her brother wants to fight again, but she said no… then went on about me and her… which got me even more lost.. cause why would she be saying sorry?


well… long story short…       

She doesnt want anything to happen. But still want to friends, and something about she won’t go on msn much anymore..

soo umm… i dunno… the way she said it… was kinda like she was dumping me? well not really… but sorta.. but like at first she was like i cant give you anything. I was like… i didnt ask for anything what!?

then more random stuff… about she cant give me anything… then i think she was talking about like… her virginity or something? but i was like… i never asked for anything? and i wasnt even thinking that? well i dont know… her confusion-ness. has got me all lost and i was doing graphics before she talked to me.. now im not.. i better do something.. sigh… and physics.. i dont actually know what shes going about.. the assignment is like random… and wheres jude when you need him..


half of these probably dont make sense… Might have to read really hard… =S


But yeah… she said she still [loves] me.. but nothing will happen or something. But .. in the end.. i told her. that i didnt expect anything to happen between us anyway.. i think she feels better now… i dont know, hard to tell on msn.. >_<”



well so far thats my day. going to top up phone soon, then txt Aaron maybe.. if he still wants to talk that is… thought about it all. Misunderstandings i guess.. and maybe a little too much listening to Pauline. I still dont know how i should feel towards Pauline right now. hmm…


Give me the answer please… =_= someone~!



Didnt dream about anything last night… weird.. well i did… but it was a different one.. can’t really remember it right now though.



UPDATE

what happened… something happened to Leng.. shes different.. i can tell…